Just One Bite

 Non Force Fantasy, Poems, Stories
Feb 112012
 

I bite my lip. It feels good.

Little nibbles. Soft nibbles. Just every now and then. When I’m nervous; when I’m concentrating; when I’m bored.

No harm, right? No real damage. It’ll heal.

It’s natural. Other people do it. I’ve seen them.

It just feels so nice. So comforting. Sort of like a socially acceptable thumb sucking.

I should probably stop. It can’t be good for me. Can’t be good for the skin.

But it feels so nice. So good.

So I keep biting.

Until it hurts. Until it bleeds.

Sharp pain. Dull throbbing.

So good. So relaxing. So comforting.

I can’t stop.

It hurts so much now. I must stop; must let it heal. If I stop biting now, it’ll heal more quickly. The damage isn’t too deep yet.

But now it hurts when I stop. A throbbing pain that only goes away when I bite down. So I do. Just lightly. Just enough to stop it hurting.

Then harder.

It hurts so much and feels so good.

I can’t stop. It feels too good.

I’m never going to be able to stop.

I try wearing lip gloss. I try chewing gum. But it doesn’t help. It’s there, always there. How can I resist a temptation that is always right there? So innocently, so conveniently, always just there?

Sleep. The only way I can resist is to be asleep.

The next morning my lip is swollen and painful.

I’m good all day. I resist.

The swelling has gone down by the evening. I’m exhausted after a long day. I sit at my computer. Alone at last. Free time at last.

Just one bite?

Just one, tiny, nibble.

Just one, okay? I promise it’ll just be one. Continue reading »

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The Dominant Submissive

 Force Fantasy
Feb 062012
 

I used to be sure of what I like. I used to be sure of who I am. I have always been attracted to strong, powerful, masterful, dominant men. That makes me submissive, right? Therefore, I must be a sub.

But I am bossy. I like to be the one who organizes things, to have power, to be in control. I like to play games and to tease. Not very subby!

According to Wikipedia, “Dominance and submission (also called D&s, Ds, and D/s) is a set of behaviors, customs and rituals involving the giving by one individual to another individual of control over them in an erotic episode or as a lifestyle.” That definition sounds pretty accurate to me, but it doesn’t seem to describe who I am, how I feel and what I do. I don’t give up the control; I want it to be taken.  After all, how can I know that he’s really dominant, masterful and strong – rather than a wannabe – if I just give him permission to dominate me?

Perhaps there’s a different name for that. Is there a word for a girl who is dominant, but doesn’t want to dominate? A girl who is dominant, but is excited by men who are far more dominant than she is?

When I was in my late teens I knew a Goth couple. The guy was incredibly sexy and always wore black leather something. The girl was delicious in her long, flowing skirts and amazing jewelry. One day they showed me some photos they’d had taken in various sexy poses. I can still remember one of those photos today. She was handcuffed, at his knees, gazing up at him while he looked sternly down at her, a black leather whip in his hands. Continue reading »

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The (Online) Games We Play

 Non Force Fantasy, Stories
Oct 262011
 

Fuck, he turns me on. I just had to stop what I was doing to write this. I know I should be working, I know I have deadlines that are already passed, I know I’ll be in big trouble if I’m caught doing anything on my computer other than what I should be doing.

But it’s much stronger than me.

I’ve just been talking to him. Well, not really talking, but chatting online. Oh, I wish I had the nerve to suggest we chat by phone. Or Skype. Oh, yes! Then I could see his eyes again. In my mind, every day, I try desperately to recall those eyes. The way he looked at me. Something about his stare was incredible. He seemed to be laughing at me, as if he knew full well I’d find him impossible to resist, that we’d talk innocently for weeks, probably months, but eventually, he would have me.

Yeah, right! I know I’m reading far, far too much into it. Eyes cannot say that much. Or, maybe they can, but I doubt his were. At least not to me. Why would he find me interesting? We’re not even into the same things sexually, as far as I can tell.

But I can’t stop thinking about him. I say his name in my head over and over again throughout the day when I should be concentrating on other things. He has invaded me. Does he know that he already has me? Our conversations are pleasantly friendly, almost professional, very polite. But if he knocked on my door right now we’d be having sex ten minutes later. At least if he let me, we would. Continue reading »

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New Force Fantasy Role Play

 Force Fantasy, Role Play, Stories
Oct 052011
 

Force Fantasy Role Play I with poor, innocent Stephanie has ended. All she wanted was to buy a book about blow jobs, but her trip to the bookstore taught her far more than how to give head.

Now it’s time to meet Andrea in Force Fantasy Role Play II. I have a feeling that something deliciously depraved is about to happen to her…

Guidelines for participation in the story:

Anyone can join in. Just start typing! Please read the previous posts before adding yours, to be sure that your character interacts realistically with those already in the story.

There are no limits to what your character may do, or do to the others in the story, as long as it is humanly possible. All sexual kinks, fantasies and fetishes are allowed. However, no character will be (or pretend to be) under the age of 18. No animals.

Only write what your character does, thinks and feels; do not say how the person you are interacting with reacts.

Please use the comment box, rather than clicking on reply.

If you have any questions, feel free to use the form on the Contact page or email me at Charlotte(at)ForceFantasy(dot)com.

Click here to read the story so far.

Have fun!

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EAA Conference, Las Vegas

 Force Fantasy, Stories
Oct 032011
 

My room at the Flamingo Hotel, Las Vegas

A couple of weeks ago, I flew out to Las Vegas for the Erotic Authors Association inaugural conference. It was inspirational and a little intimidating to be there among such well known and successful authors and publishers. I met some fascinating people and learned a great deal.

The two days of classes, panels, readings and activities were extremely well organized and included enticing topics such as Directed Erotic Visualization; Using Your Sex Life as Story Fodder; Sexy, Sexy Grammar and Hands on Kink. The difficulty was having to choose between the various panels, classes and workshops as I really wanted to do them all.

Many members who attended have written excellent articles and blog posts about the conference (partial list here). I will focus on what happened during just two of the classes I attended. And then what happened in my hotel room.

The following is all completely true.

Some of it.

My favorite workshops were Hands on Kink and Directed Erotic Visualization. What happened as a result of these workshops has stayed with me, and you’ll see why.

The Directed Erotic Visualization was fascinating. Essemoh Teepee explained to us that it is possible to be so relaxed, so comfortable, so in tune with our body and how it feels, that we are able to experience an orgasm – an extremely strong orgasm – while listening to his voice as he guides us through a story. I was rather skeptical. Actually, I was very skeptical. I can get excited and turned on very easily with the right stimuli, but I very much doubted that I could really climax just by thinking about it.

But I was curious, so I participated fully as he led us through a few simple relaxation techniques. My eyes were closed, my head was bowed, and I listened to his voice as he asked us all to think back to an exceptionally strong and incredibly wonderful sexual memory. An orgasm that was so good, so delicious, we will never forget it.

I could easily see the man in my memory. I smiled to myself as I began to feel very warm and pleasant inside. Essemoh’s voice continued and I began to remember more and more clearly how I had felt with this man, how his body looked, smelled and tasted; how he made me feel. Essemoh explained that he would count down to one and when he got there, we would orgasm.

“So, did you come?” Continue reading »

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Interview with Chloe Camilla

 Interviews
Jun 162011
 

Photo by www.nakedeyephotography.com

Chloe Camilla is a fascinating woman. If you are a fan of Kink.com you will no doubt have seen her there but, unless you have also been to her website, you probably won’t know that porn is only a small part of what she does. Chloe is cute, multi-talented and has an extremely interesting career and I am so excited that she has accepted to be interviewed for ForceFantasy.com!

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Charlotte Gatto: You describe yourself as a “queer femme-inist sex educator, sex worker, performance artist, model, and writer”. Which of these roles do you enjoy the most, and why?

Chloe Camilla: I love all of them! I am happiest when I get to write and create performances that reflect my political beliefs and promote learning for both my audiences and me. I feel so grateful that I don’t have to choose and that I have been able to construct a life in which so many important elements of who I am and what I love get to be explored.

CG: It’s true that not everyone can claim to love his or her job. It’s a wonderful thing to enjoy what we are doing all day!

The workshops on your website look fascinating. Which groups of people usually book these workshops? Have you ever had a surprising or funny reaction from someone in attendance?

CC: Thanks! I have taught workshops to all sorts of people – from youth community organizers to medical students, and from nervous college first-years to excited adult swingers. Right now, I’m primarily teaching at adult stores and a variety of sex-positive spaces, but I hope to get back into college and young adult settings soon.

My favorite recent response was from an employee of one of the sex stores at which I taught. She came up to me after my “Girl on Girl” workshop and said, “Before your workshop, I thought I was straight, but now I’m so excited to get out there and try having sex with a woman!” That to me was a huge success! Continue reading »

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Six Sentence Sunday #3

 Non Force Fantasy, Six Sentence Sunday
Jun 122011
 

The following six sentences belong to a short story I started in a fit of frustration a while ago. Finishing the story will have to wait though, as I am currently in very full swing working on my next book!

Enjoy and feel free to comment.

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“And stop playing with your teeth!” she shouted as she stood up. “A vampire that has been around for centuries would have probably gotten used to his teeth by now!”

She’d had enough. He was the most gorgeous man she’d ever met – tall, amazing body, brown hair so dark it could have been black and eyes so blue they could have been contact lenses. But it just wasn’t going to work. On the outside he was perfection; inside he was empty.

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When Does Sex Become Rape?

 Force Fantasy
Jun 022011
 

Rape is often thought of as a brutal attack by a stranger or – more commonly – by someone already known to the victim. Most people would agree that the definition of rape is to force someone to engage in sex or a sexual activity against his or her will. We picture a rape scene as a violent crime, with the victim desperately trying to fight the attacker off or too terrified to struggle while being threatened with a gun or knife.

But can consensual sex be rape? Can passionate love-making suddenly become a crime if something happens and the woman no longer wants the man inside her? At what point can she change her mind and at what point should the man stop? Before. During. After?

Sometimes it’s easy to answer the question, “Is it rape?” She’s wearing sexy clothing in the street, you force her, it’s rape. She’s flirting with you at a party, you force her, it’s rape. She’s making out with you naked in bed, you force her, it’s date rape. She’s having sex with you and changes her mind, you don’t pull out… is it rape? She had sex with you last night and regrets it today… is it rape?

Whether sex is rape or not is both a moral and a legal question and the answers are not always the same. Morally, it depends whom you ask. Legally, it depends where you live. In seven of the United States, if a man has consensual sex with a woman and she changes her mind once he’s inside her it legally becomes rape unless he pulls out straight away. And what if no actual force was used but the woman was tricked into having sex? Yes, in some places this is a punishable crime known as deceit rape, where the man poses as someone he is not (e.g. rich) or promises the woman something he has no intention of giving (e.g. a wedding ring), in order to get her into bed. Continue reading »

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Six Sentence Sunday #2

 Non Force Fantasy, Six Sentence Sunday
May 282011
 

My six sentences this week are from a short story I wrote a short while ago. Once it’s polished, I will post it here under stories. Enjoy and feel free to comment!

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His kiss was incredible and it sent little tingling shivers all the way through her body. A kiss wasn’t supposed to be that amazing; it was just a kiss!

For a moment she almost pulled away. This was too good, too dangerous. They shouldn’t be doing it. It could lead… it could lead to a place from which they would never return.

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Sexy Quote Saturday: Verbal Seduction

 Force Fantasy, Sexy Quote Saturday
May 212011
 

My quote this week comes from author Marya Mannes. If you’re not sure who she was, see this page on Wikipedia for a little information about her.

“All great lovers are articulate, and verbal seduction is the surest road to actual seduction.”

Do you agree? Is the art of conversation still as important today, or are just knowing the latest in words and phrases enough to impress?

Last week’s quote was from Dangerous Liaisons and this could easily have been something one of the characters said. In the movie, Valmont seduces Madame de Tourvel by his words, how he speaks to her and what he makes her think, feel and believe. He manipulates her into falling so in love with him that she finally offers herself freely despite initially despising him.

Is it possible to meet someone, have absolutely no initial attraction or interest, yet end up being so turned on by what he or she says that you cannot resist? I do find the way a man speaks can add or take away a great deal from his sex appeal. If he knows what he’s doing he’ll have an effect on me that I’ll either admit to or not, but probably won’t be very good at hiding. And I’ll come back for more.

Two for the price of one this week: Marilyn Monroe said, “If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything” and she was right. Seduction is all about making someone feel good about him or herself. If you feel happy, sexy and turned on by the person you are talking to, chances are that you’ll also see that person as attractive, appealing and exciting.

  • Please see the SQS website for more information on Sexy Quote Saturday!
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